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Post by Halo on Jun 2, 2005 0:36:50 GMT -5
My Kanji symbols are God and Love.. I also have some other tatts.. I agree tattoos should be perfect and how you want them.. and meaningful:)
and Susan.. that is interesting.. we have similar tattoos... both flowers and kanji symbols... Jennifer, I'm curious. You said your tattoo was of a "wited" rose. Did you mean to type "white" or "wilted"? If it's wilted.....what is the meaning behind the rose being wilted? |
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Post by SparrowsSoliloquy on Jun 2, 2005 12:56:38 GMT -5
Hi Susan..
I meant to say wilted rose...and I guess I just felt a connection to the pic of it at the time and wanted it on my body somewhere... I do that sometimes..go on the whim of things:)
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Post by SparrowsSoliloquy on Jun 2, 2005 15:43:56 GMT -5
Susan..
I feel so bad.. I just now realized how to check my private messages.. I sent you one back.. Im sorry it took so long.. !! I was very touched by what you wrote.. it was very sweet. I hope what I wrote back to you touches you just the same:) Your friend, Jennifer
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Post by Halo on Jun 2, 2005 18:09:22 GMT -5
Hi Susan..
I meant to say wilted rose...and I guess I just felt a connection to the pic of it at the time and wanted it on my body somewhere... I do that sometimes..go on the whim of things:) Oh, I'm the exact opposite when it comes to tattoos. Each one has taken almost a year to decide on exactly how and what I wanted. I had ideas of what I wanted and knew where I wanted a tattoo, but each time it took forever to find just the right thing and something that finally struck me as the "right" thing. The only tat that I have that was more of a whim was the one on my foot. I'll explain the others in the tat thread if I decide to post them. And don't worry about the PM. I just figured you didn't want to talk "privately" and that was cool with me. But thanks for the lovely reply. |
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Post by SparrowsSoliloquy on Jun 2, 2005 19:06:01 GMT -5
Oh no, that wasnt the case at all.. I just didnt know how to access my pm's..lol..pm me anytime k?:)I think that in my case when it comes to tattoos.. all of them have a meaning to me..even if I might decide to add something on a whim.. it has meaning.. Ill explain more in the tattoo thread.. I hope to see some more of your tat pics.. if I can work my camera Ill post some of mine.. Love- Jennifer:)
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Post by SparrowsSoliloquy on Jun 6, 2005 15:30:36 GMT -5
Susan..
I was just wondering if you believe in signs and coincidences being more than they appear. This man that I am writing this letter to.. we seem to.. I dont know how to explain it.. have some sort of connection of sorts.. almost like I can read him and he can read me.. I can be thinking about something relating to him and then out of nowhere something pertaining to him will show up again and make me really wonder about how it is possible. I cant be for certain but I think I might have recieved some sort of sign from him.. I dont know what else to call it.. but this sign..I think is meant for me.. to know that things are okay.. but then again I could be reading into it way too much.. I dont know. it is really strange.. really really strange...what do you think about coincidences being more than they appear and being a message to us if we open our eyes to it? what do you think? I hope things are well with you. .I get the feeling you are a little down again. Let me know if there is anything I can do.. I gotta fly. Love- J
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Post by Halo on Jun 7, 2005 0:11:07 GMT -5
I do believe in signs and coincidences being more than what they appear. But I believe you have to be very aware and also be very “in touch” with everything around you to see these signs. I think a lot of people are given “signs” but they either just aren’t aware enough to see them or simply don’t “believe” and easily dismiss them.
I probably missed lots of signs by being in the fog I have been in the last year. But “reconstructing” myself I hope to again become more of an “aware” person and not miss out on anything the universe is trying to tell me.
They say there is no such thing as coincidence and I tend to believe that. But I also think sometimes when we really want something very bad, we will tend to read more in to some things than what is really there.
I think you are a very aware and sensitive person and have no doubt that what you feel is a sign, is really a sign. If it were someone else I may have to question it, but with you I don’t think I have to.
Do you mind telling me what this sign was? You’ve got me so very curious now! If you’d feel better PMing me about, please do. I’d love to hear more.
BTW…..you haven’t actually sent the letter yet, right? So, do you think that just with this on your mind so much that you can project those feelings to someone else? That somehow, sometimes what is strong in our souls can be sent to someone else’s soul? Oh god….I know how bizarre that sounds! But I’m curious about this. Can our souls speak to each other? What do you think? I want to think that they can.
And yes, I have been a bit down lately. How very aware of you. :-) Deconstructing oneself is a fucking bitch. “Awakenings” aren’t what they are cracked up to be. Hehehe. You have to deal with a lot of shit you really don’t want to. But I am and I will continue to do so. But I won’t lie, it is tough going, very lonely and still a lot of tears. But I take it one day at a time, pick up the pieces and work on putting them all back together. I know the pieces fit. :-) I just want to make sure I get them all back in the right places, right where they belong, to make me whole again.
Take good care of you, Jennifer. Let me know about that sign, okay?
Hugs,
S.
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Post by SparrowsSoliloquy on Jun 7, 2005 10:24:33 GMT -5
Hi Susan.. thanks for your input:).. I do think somehow people sense each other. I can't explain it, but I do believe that our spirits and souls can connect with each other and communicate on a much higher level that we realize. This guy, I believe, is also aware of this.. and then again.. I could be reading into way to much as well...I have never came face to face with this man...ever...I sort of well, became interested in him, and fell into his life..I dont believe by accident..I think it was some sort of fated thing that happened..I believe he knows of me.. but has not had any physical contact with me..I can not honestly tell you how he feels about me or what he thinks about me because I do not know..but I know there is something there and there is some sort of connection..because I will come across something about him or read something about him and it will be something that just happened to me.. or something I was just talking about with another friend...or he will mention something that really makes me begin to wonder about things..there is more stuff too...it is strange...and a very very long story... I sort of believe in reincarnation and this is going to sound completely crazy but I think I have some sort of past life connection with him and it is bearing on me and resurfacing with me in this life.. I do believe that a group of souls can be somewhat karmically tied and keep running into each other for reason or another over various lives lived.. the strange thing is .. is that my close friend has also had these strange sign coincidence things with him too..its like the three of us are tied somehow. I will try to put it all in words soon..this guy is strange and he has some strange qualities but also very spiritual ones about him as well.. its complicated and complex..if I can form into words to explain to you I will pm you.. I really appreciate your thoughts about this... thank you so much!
I hope you feel better soon..and just remember you are on your way to being better... Love-Jennifer
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Post by Nessie on Jun 7, 2005 18:30:02 GMT -5
Hi Jennifer and Susan....I enjoy reading your posts...it's good to see how you try to make something good out of a difficult situation.
What I've realized lately is that I really am already looking forward on moving into another city. I've moved away from home 4 years ago and I guess I fell for that. It's like you leave every thing behind: the sorrows, the difficulties, simply everything. Of course you will also loose a lot of personal relationships, but at least you will find out (well I found out) who your real friends are. Unfortunately after all, not many will be left!
But I really love this anonymity..nobody knows you, nobody knows what you've done so far, nobody knows about bad rumors. It's great. So in about 5 weeks I will start a new page in the book of my life. And I know that I will feel often very lonely the first few weeks, but I hope I'll get over it and get to know some people.
Hugs,
Agnes
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Post by Halo on Jun 7, 2005 19:54:31 GMT -5
Hey Nessie! Good to see you dear. Your new move sounds so exciting! A new beginning, and yes like you said, a new page in your life. I think you are very lucky to be having these wonderful, new life experiences. It may be lonely at first, but you always have us here to come be with "family". And knowing what a sweet, kind person you are, it won't be long before you'll be the most popular person in your new town! Keep us updated on your move, okay? All the best to you! |
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Post by Clemency on Jun 8, 2005 6:36:15 GMT -5
Now that i'm old enough im getting a tattoo of 'virtue' in chinese on the back of my neck. Lucky me. It was my bithday yesterday |
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Post by SparrowsSoliloquy on Jun 8, 2005 10:56:42 GMT -5
Happy Belated Birthday Clem:) Im curious though.. why the word virtue? Agnes and Susie Q I pm'd ya:) |
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Post by Nessie on Jun 8, 2005 18:34:54 GMT -5
It may be lonely at first, but you always have us here to come be with "family". And knowing what a sweet, kind person you are, it won't be long before you'll be the most popular person in your new town! aaawwwww thank you so much Susan, you are so sweet! I'm really glad that I have this place, so I can work against my loneliness then and cry my heart out  The city I'll be moving to is "Erlangen" in Germany and it's quite big...so becoming the most popular person in my new town might be a bit difficult, but thank you anyway...I'll do my best to find new friends! ;D Of course I'll keep you updated! I really can't wait! Until then, there's lots of stuff to do, so I hope it will work out!  |
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Post by Demonic) 66Ty6 (Darkness on Jun 23, 2005 17:40:26 GMT -5
thats awesome my gf comes from germany one day ill visit her and might see you as i will be making frequent trips to amsterdam ! ;D!!!!
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Post by Nessie on Jul 1, 2005 16:43:54 GMT -5
one day ill visit her and might see you as i will be making frequent trips to amsterdam ! ;D!!!! aww great, I'm taking you on this one ) Pheeew, Amsterdam.....of course Amsterdam, the city where you can do almost everything...  I've never been there, though.... But I just came back from Iceland! Such a great travel! |
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I agree tattoos should be perfect and how you want them.. and meaningful:)
I was very touched by what you wrote.. it was very sweet. I hope what I wrote back to you touches you just the same:) Your friend, Jennifer
