Post by TheAnomicSoul on Dec 21, 2005 22:26:15 GMT -5
Well it seems that love means nothing. My love is worthless and meaningless. and it's nothin more than a lie. I told her how I feel about her. she went through alot and she grew up bein told she was worthless,not lovable, and a mistake. and she's the most beautiful person. every word I say that comes from my heart just spits back into my face. it shows me that everything is a lie. I told her how I felt, I put my heart on the line. and she said i dont love her, she says how can ilove her. she said love is just a word that people use to pretend that they care. My love means nothing to her. The love I have found after thinkin and realizing all this time that she was the one. after all this, i tell her, she says love is a lie. she knows how if eel, she used to feel the same for me. imove, we separate. i know and understand what she has been through, i understand that. it seems i am the onlyone who will not betry her in the end. im the only one who shows love from my heart and id ont use it as a lie. she doesnt see that. my love is nothin mroe tha a lie. the words i used from my heart, a lie. a worthless, no good lie. thats all it is. she's the most beautiful person in this world. she means everything to me. people say that and dont mean it, i say that from my heart, i mean it. my heart and soul is runnin through all types of pain. PAIN! nothin new... but i loved her. i love her still, i dont know if she loves me. she said please dont say u love me, love is not real for me. i love her, and its real. to her, its not. what can ya do. feelings are a dime a dozen.... arent they? feelings and easily be crushed and brought back.... no. they cant. she has hurt me in so many ways within a minute. she didnt mean to... she just did.i should have never told her i wanted to be her first kiss of '06. all it brough was pain... the only person i thought that couldint hurt me, that couldint break my heart... she just did....i love her more than anything in this entir world. I'd die for her, i would. regardless, i will always love her. even if she doesnt feel the same back. if i could take her pain away, if icould make her feel like she did before everything happened in her life, i would. id put that in me, id feel her pain. id take all her pain and inject it into me.. just so she can never cry again. and my love is fake...
i guess im fake... i guess i mean nothing at all. not like i knew that. i love her. i do. but my love is fake apparently. every emotion i feel is fake. the tears i cired without her are fake.... like everything is an illusion... every mother fuckin thing is a god damn illusion. my love doenst mean SHIT! I dont mean SHIT... ts okay. its only my life. killed a long time ago. i shouldint feel this pain, but i do. it's ok... if im fake if what i feel is not real and not acceptable to her... then whats the point.
im fuckin done now, good bye
I'm not the type that get involved in long relationships. Taking trips and buying gifts, I'm sorry, I'm not on that tip If you want romance, you should jus stick who u already wit If you in that mood you can just hit me on that late night tip.
): I'm really sorry about that soul, but I guess how she feels is how she feels /: but I think she will realize one day that love is not fake it's an emotion every one feels I don't care who you are, any way it seems you love her very much, all I have to say is Do not give up on her, keep talking to her and keep tryin to help her. and you said that she was the "one", what do you mean. Any way take care and be safe bye bye ttyl <3
Okay I have to vent this realy quick asapstyle. I am sick of people saying Vicarious sounds exactly like Schism. There is one little 20 second riff, IF THAT, where I can see it resembling Schism, but Vicarious is totally different. The tempo is faster and the sound is stronger. Plus vocally I think it is better than Schism. So please stop saying Vicarious sounds exactly like Schism. It's getting old. It's the same band, the same players, using the same instruments. Shut the fuck up and enjoy the song. Fuckers.
~Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one conciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only dream, and we're the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather. ~