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Post by voiceofgod on Mar 12, 2005 9:31:24 GMT -5
I'm not really sure who I wrote this for. Maybe a lot of different people. I can't stand a lot of people I come in to contact with on a daily basis and this popped into my head.
Your boring frustration is here only for my amusement. Ah, to be a pencil and hold the power of erasing. I can't stand your whiny glass shattering noise. I hope your fieces comes out huge and full of nails, just to show you what an asshole you are. Thank you so much for rendering my ears bloody and silent. If only I could scream in agony long enough to stiffle your mental train wreck.
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Post by TheAnomicSoul on Mar 15, 2005 2:53:24 GMT -5
This first paragraph just came all out on paper. I guess this is written from the perspective of a person you love and they can careless if you are in pain or not. The second is what I feel on these insecure prepy chicks who live their lives in a lie.
Damn me to hell. Where I burn and scream in vain. Crying for serenity and deliverance. No one hears me. I keep screaming hoping for someone to hear my voice and save me from this agony. But you hear me. You look at me while I burn in pain. You see my tears flowing down my rotting skin. All you do is point and laugh at my suffering. I cry in sheer pain hoping for someone to rescue me. All I see is a finer pointed at me. All I hear is sadistic laughing tune. I eventually wither down to ashes. Now you have something to be sad about. The fact that i'm not suffering anymore.
All these little self diluted chicks walk around. Hiding thier true saddend face behind makeup. Pretending evreything is fine when they are dying away. She gets all the guys she wants. But then she fall's flat on her fake faces when she realizes that the man only loved her so called "outer beauty" & didnt love her inner beauty. So she puts more & more makeup on her face. She models her life after a cosmo magazine. Living in insecurity evrey day. Thinking she can be more attractive with more makeup. On the outside she is the biggest thing around. But in the inside behind closed doors and shutted shades. She is tormented and crying. Knowing her outer appearance has taken over her life. Now she is hopeless and lost & she will never find her way back to reality.
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Post by voiceofgod on Mar 15, 2005 7:04:12 GMT -5
That was awesome A-Soul! It's like you somehow took a piece of my thoughts and wrote straight from them. I hate those girls who wear all that make up and are merely superfiscial barbies that in the end will be hooked on drugs or plastic surgery. I'm really glad you contribute to this thread. Keep up the good writing buddy!!
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Post by TheAnomicSoul on Mar 15, 2005 11:12:39 GMT -5
Thank you!! I'll keep contributing to this thread when I write more. I'm glad you see what I see with those human barbie dolls. I also like your writing. Very vreative and cool.
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Post by voiceofgod on Mar 15, 2005 11:14:28 GMT -5
Thank you!! I'll keep contributing to this thread when I write more. I'm glad you see what I see with those human barbie dolls. ;D But let's be sure to say not all woman are like this, just so Halo and Alien won't jump us. There are wonderful woman out there, but there's also alot of fake gold digging pyschiopaths.
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Post by TheAnomicSoul on Mar 15, 2005 12:59:34 GMT -5
Oh yes. Halo & Alien are both kick ass chicks.I knew some regular non trendy ppl and freakishly weird barbie humans. I stay away from those types. I like the chicks who could careless about thier outer appearance. Well they can care about it but like not go way overboard with it. I know for a fact that Halo & Alien could careless what other ppl say or think about them & that is saddley rare with most ppl now.
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Post by voiceofgod on Mar 15, 2005 13:03:29 GMT -5
that is saddley rare with most ppl now. Agreed. I would rather have a plain, fun chick then a make-uped imitator who dulls me. The cool thing about H and A is that we don't have to see them and vice versi. We can all get on here and just communicate and get along without all the pyshical flaws and judgments. It might seem isolated to some people, but I would rather chat online then face to face with most people. It's more exciting to wonder what mysterious things this person holds. Plus there's no boundries or breakdowns in the communication.
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Post by TheAnomicSoul on Mar 15, 2005 13:27:47 GMT -5
I'd rather chat online than face to face as well because I'm exteamly shy.
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Post by voiceofgod on Mar 15, 2005 13:33:59 GMT -5
I'd rather chat online than face to face as well because I'm exteamly shy. I could kind of sense that about you. But you shouldn't be. You are really smart and a really connected person. I'm just glad you're not shy on here. You really bring alot to the table so be sure to always speak up here!!
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Post by lilacJ on Mar 15, 2005 15:10:58 GMT -5
Here's a little something I've been working on. Past relationships have almost killed me inside. This is how I've been feeling of late.
You cut me deep inside to the point that I'm unable to feel the pain. Anguish caused by a love that I will never be able to fulfill. My pained mindset causes me heartache, trying to work through this and you are not understanding. Is there contentment? Why do I offer? My alter is empty, no more offerings. No more of the sacrificing my pain to others joy. It will find me, the light is there, you burned your candle from both ends. Cannot fix you, you need to fix youself. Thought love would cure, yet it just died. Your loss, someone elses gain. No more pain.
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Post by voiceofgod on Mar 15, 2005 15:20:38 GMT -5
Excellent first post J!! Loved it!! ;D
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Post by lilacJ on Mar 15, 2005 15:26:39 GMT -5
Excellent first post J!! Loved it!! ;D Thanks man! It was a 5 minute one! I'd thought about it and put words on paper, but noting really came to me until today. Must be the winds a changing!
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Post by moneyisevil on Mar 15, 2005 15:40:13 GMT -5
I was getting stoned and i had this theory about reincarnation....all my life i could never really answer why the hell we dont remember our past lives...is it possible that when we're it is so hectic that we just forget everything...ya know being born into a cold hopsital room and seeing the brightest lights and not to mention your head just slammed and bashed by you're mother's vagina...and the whole thing probably is fucken insane...
then before you know it you're shipped off to school...becoming a part of the system...blind leading the blind...with no time to ever consider your past life...because you're not aware....i dunno ..
i thought this was random..
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Post by voiceofgod on Mar 15, 2005 16:11:29 GMT -5
Great way to start a post. That was pretty random and that's what this thread is for. Weed is good for shit like that. ;D Glad you chimed in MIE.
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Post by moneyisevil on Mar 16, 2005 10:22:33 GMT -5
getting stoned usually opens my mind up and lets me be creative and random...whats even more random is what happened to me yesterday...im at the college cafeteria and some crazy guy starts shouting to his lady friend...with arms in the air..
"IS THIS IT? IS THIS THE BEST GOD COULD DO? IS THIS THE BEST FUCKEN THING HE COULD CREATE? THIS FAILING MECHANISM??!?"
Thought that was pretty cool and very random...i wanted to shout some shit back and be like... "Yeah man fuck becoming apart of the system...even though i help it continue"
Fuck Capitalism...and this machine
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