The Poetry Thread, Part Two

[TheAnomicSoul]

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Impelled myself into another day
Can't help but remember yesterday
Can't scratch out this gray imagery
And I cant make them go away
I cant make this go away
Can't make you go away

It's every fuckin day I see this place
Why bare another moment when you look at me in disgrace
Why do I bow my face like I have something to be ashamed of
I know you are ashamed of me, Will I sleep tonight and see the dove
Can I wake up from these wicked dreams to feel your love
Why am I casted aside like a unwanted child
Why is it when I shed a tear I look up and see that you smiled
I just wanted to be someone you can be proud of
Maybe look at and smile instead of raising your fists
Talking to a deity while I shake in the cold, lookin above
I can feel my heart turn into mold
What did I do wrong to deserve this, I wasn't told
I'm sorry I am here.. you brought me here

if i could only tell you how i really feel from all of this would you change your mind
if i could only show my wounds and show you what you done, would you stop
why didnt i tell anyone, why didnt i run away
whats done is done
the memories are here to stay

It's when I cant sleep at night cause Ihear your voice
Times have changed but I still feel the pain deep inside
And then you turn around and act like I had a choice
I didnt have a choice, The choice chosed me
You chose me and I cant never take away
What's left inside this hollow body
I aint got no heart, I aint got no soul
I aint got no mother fuckin compassion
I cant make positive out of this situation
Where has the love gone, Why was it me
Why didnt I run away
And find my way out

These skies may forever hover over me
I'll see you on the other side
After all these years I turned to debris
I just remain as a shell of a broken man
I'll open up myself, Wanna take a peak
Can't help but think this was God's divine plan
Fuck it, I'll end it now.. You'd like that wouldint ya
Well fuck you, I aint goin no where
I'll breath another day
And I'll remain to hold on
And never let go
You want me to lose
I'll stay on top

[SparrowsSoliloquy]

Another brilliant poem by Kevin! Kevin.. dude.. you need a BOOK DEAL!!! Drop me a line sometime.. Let me know what ya been up to! Much love to ya:) Love- Jen

[voiceofgod]

Distance in time tangled in mine
Secretly dine on the most fragile of minds
Not without pain in this temple divine
Again within, from around, and inside
Lay with the dying, dislodge the spine
The cradle it binds, the womb holds for nine
This time release me, let this child die
Breeching the swine, ignoring the signs
Thicker than water, sweeter than wine
Healing is fine when the tornados run dry
Choke on the grin of an infant confined
Forced into life from a bitch made of lies

[SparrowsSoliloquy]

^ Amazing!!

[SparrowsSoliloquy]

Thought this was cool:

I wept:

[TheAnomicSoul]

That's tight, Jen

[voiceofgod]

sparrowssoliloquy said:

^ Amazing!!

Thank you.

That picture is REALLY cool.

[SparrowsSoliloquy]

^ Thanks VOG and Kev:) I thought it was a pretty damn cool pic myself!hehe- Jen

[TheAnomicSoul]

Sparaxx

Just give me one day where you are forgotten
Allow your voice and face smear away
Can this mortal become a absence
Know this isn't out of hate, Just pain
Inside, All I see is you
Inside my mind, Your face reflects in my eyes

There's that place inside my brain
That mortal lodged in my memory
Singing songs to only entertain
Only to fade away
Along with the faces and places
It all seems to fade away

I can't stand waking up and knowing this dream isn't real
Leaving these images behind kills the patience
On the edge of mental breakdown, fists clinched, nerves shaking
Another night and I can't drink you away
Vacant soul, naked heart, tearful smiles with burns on my skin
Ever seen a worthless void, Nothing to gain, Wishes denied, Seductive sin

That face burnt into my mind
Same name dead in my recollection
Sitting alone, Left behind
Let me mental sense be blind
Let one day pass by, Where I forget you
Not out of anger or resent, But N Pain

You were the one, You are the one
Only wishing it would come around
Unwinding memories of the past life

Same face
Same name
Same scent
Kept inside of my mind
Sitting alone wishing
Can't come to grips
With the fact that you aint coming around
This life I live, Full of false hope
Hope is for the weak
The weak I am, Weak and powerless
It will fade until I am no longer existing
It all fades.

[voiceofgod]

Grievance

Rest in peace sweet prince
Leave behind your frozen thoughts
Apollo has a plan for you
Ride upon his crooked arrows
Pennies for the ferry man
Ride it to your final stop
I know of Fates that touch the sky
Secretly the goddess cries
Men don’t weep for dancing heroes
But I can sacrifice the living
If blood will bring you back again

[SparrowsSoliloquy]

Thanks for the awesome poetry VOG and Kev! awesome awesome awesome! love- Jen

[TheAnomicSoul]

Contributing a new piece

Seven

At night, this dark never seemed so black
I'm so lost, Aint no comin back, aint no ressurection
Rainy nights seemed so cold in the old shack
This shit is wack, This life is wack
Why try to mend the dented mind
How many lies will smack me in the face before I go blind
Why is all this a wasted void on my side
We made our mistakes, Can't grow, but disntegrate
My humanity,my appearance, but my mind, you will not desecrate

Every fuckin day, I can't stand face the day, Rather decay then breath a breath
Wish death! Lead me to the promise land, Dear Reaper
Harvest me, to the sinners, Eat me away

Nothing can faze me, No death I cant handle, It's a good day to die
Don't look to the sky, Aint no god listening
Don't try to preach your biased opinions to me
Twisted facts, shove em up your ass
Don't put no crucifiex in my face
Fuck this place, Fuck your book
Rain blood on me, From the alter
Flames from pages, smoke of lies
Let me not wake up to see the day
Don't pry open my eyes and force my soul into hell
I'm headin to Hell, Bring it on, Don't need no peace in eternal life
Hell is where I came from, Hell is where I'm headin to
Ganja on my lips,inked teardrop from my eye, loaded pistol
Silver bullets rattle my brain
Spilling my brains seems divine
My Abyss, Eternal damnation

And it's every fuckin day, Where I wake up with a bottle of Jack
And a empty quarter sack laying next to me
And cheap ass,crack ass whore, holdin me
Where I push harder on the knife, right into my hand
Spittling open woud, blood pourin through
Sensational, Death like, Drain me, Frame me
Release me from this mind frame

Forgotten foes in my mind
Don't care to hear what you gotta say
You never loved me, did you
After you threw it all in my face
Don't need to hear what you gotta say
You never came around since that night
Dreamin' at night that hold you tight
But it's not me who you desire
I'm just forgotten in your abandoned photobook
To my Homie I'll be seeing
Truck smacked to loud
Homie broken down
"Lets go get some weed, get the fuck up man"
*Car Crash Noise* damn...
Empty pack of zig-zags, Swisher sweet gone
Grab my ghetto foiled pipe and smoke my last bud
This river of blood, drained outta me
Shakin and shiverin, Packin the heat
My final letter framed on the wall with a rusty nail
I become a failer, Talking to myself
It's time to fuckin, go
Peace..
*Bang*



damn....

[SparrowsSoliloquy]

^ Kev.. it is really eerie .. because in some of those passages it was almost like hearing a rhyme from 2pac.. the way this is written is so honest and emotional..just like Pac was.. ! very very cool work. I think it is one of your best yet! I am glad that you are still writing..it really is an amazing vehicle to express ourselves and release ourselves. I really need to start writing again.. I havent written in ages.....reading your stuff inspires me to write and express again...thanks:) much love to ya! Love- Jen

[voiceofgod]

Passing

I dream of dead at night
In daylight they persuade me
Their ranks tread deep around my heart
Soon the kings of death will call forth
And route me to the frozen ranks

[voiceofgod]

Abrelosojos

Your gravity absorbs me
I sense the warmth of fate
While with another you wait
And by time I wait on you
The obvious consumes me

My world is centered in your iris
Performing, I take notes of you
But within my mind I am defeated
This battle so pursued is lost
For no taken lover can be wooed
Unless by chance’s twisted slipping
That approves the wanting heart take bloom